Anti-Creativity

Since this is suppose to be about creativity…I wanted to broach what brings about anti-creativity (otherwise known to me as, self loathing). 

“I don’t like you mama, I like dada better” or “I don’t want to sit next to you, I want to sit next to dada” or just “I don’t like you mama” « THIS can put me in a funk faster than most things. There has always clearly been a preference for my husband - but now that Atticus is verbal (and I mean very verbal)…it feels more pronounced. It’s crushing. It makes me want to burrow into my covers and sleep all day.

It certainly doesn’t make me want to put on a happy client smiley face and shuck and jive like my normal self.

Thought I’d dump a little since I feel icky. Thanks.